Ilusion

She seemed dressed in all of me

stretched across my shame

All the torment and the pain

Leaked through and covered me

I'd do everything to have her to myself

Just to have her for myself

Now I don't know what to do,

I don't know what to do

When she makes me sad

She is everything to me

The unrequited dream

A song that no one sings

The unattainable

She's a myth that I have to believe in

All I need to make it real is one more reason

I don't know what to do

when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build

up inside of me

A catch in my throat

Choke,

Torn into pieces

I won't, no

I don't want to be this

But I won't let this build

up inside of me

She isn't real

I can't make her real